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Why must I get sick so often lately?
I am thinking it's stress.
Now I am really dreading work tomorrow since working when you are sick blows the big one.
I just want May 27th to come because that's when I can start my sleeve.
Justin is going to do the whole outline that day.
My appointment is at 5 so that gives him 4 hours to work on it.
That's about the only thing I am excited about for this month.
June will be better since my birthday is that month.
I am going to see Alkaline Trio the day before the big 1-9 haha.
I think I am going on vacation around then too.
July is going to be awesome.
All Time Low in Cleveland, Automatic Loveletter in Altoona, Warped tour, and who knows what else will come up.
My phone is being a dick.
It freezes when I am typing texts.
Then it shuts itself off and turns itself back on.
But when I try to send the same message again it usually freezes and repeats the former.
I hate my luck with phones.
All cell phones hate me I swear.
The show was amazing.
I got to go to Urban Outfitters before and I bought a few things.
I got an All Time Low hoodie at the show.
My body hurts from pushing people over haha.
According to Claira I pushed a twelve year old girl over.
I don't even remember, I was in the All Time Low zone, no one was getting in my way.
Anyways, PICTURES!
Fuck my life, it I don't kill myself by the time I am 21 it will be a god damn miracle.
I'd like some Vicodin please.
Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.
How am I feeling today? afi - kill caustic
Will I get far in life? kiss - forever
How do my friends see me? aerosmith - jaded
Where will I get married? this is hell - permanence
What is my best friend's theme song? silverstein - vanity and greed
What is the story of my life? taking back sunday - there's no i in team
What was high school like? green day - basket case
How can I get ahead in life? senses fail - slow dance
What is the best thing about me? rise against - bricks
What was today like? 30 seconds to mars - r-evolve
What is in store for this weekend? alkaline trio - donner party (all night)
What song describes my parents? sum 41 - fat lip
How is my life going? bedlight for blue eyes - dig on this
What song will they play at my funeral? scary kids sc
How does the world see me? damien rice - the blower's daughter
Will I have a happy life? dashboard confessional - where there's gold
What do my friends really think of me? bad religion - suffer
Do people secretly lust after me? nsync - no strings attached
How can I make myself happy? allister - remember
What should I do with my life? bring me the horizon - 15 fathoms, counting
What will my children be like? the starting line - big time sensuality
What will you name them? hellogoodbye - call and return
What will the person you marry be like? nsync - that's when i'll stop loving you
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? bright eyes - a perfect sonnet
Will you have a fulfilling life? bryan adams - can't stop this thing we started
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Shuffle Soundtrack To YOUR life
Movie Title:: all time low - vegas
Opening Credits:: "and then there was silence"-blind guardian
Birth:: hawthorne heights - wake up call
First Steps:: linkin park - hands held high
First Words:: senses fail - shark attack
Waking Up:: afi - love like winter
First day of School:: green day - letterbomb
First Friend:: taking back sunday - slowdance on the inside
Average day:: armor for sleep - hold the door
Moving up to grade school:: say anything - yellow cat (slash) red cat
First Enemy:: fall out boy - xo
Rival theme song:: panic at the disco - it's time to dance
First crush:: the beatles - eleanor rigby
Moving up to junior high:: brand new - i will play my game beneath the spin light
Spending time with friends:: the who - you better you bet (CLAIRA)
Fight scene:: goo goo dolls - feel the silence
First boy/girlfriend: the audition - rep your clique
First date:: maroon 5 - makes me wonder
First Kiss:: straylight run - hands in the sky
First Party:: rise against - ready to fall
Teenage rebellion:: ryan cabrera - on the way down
Moving up to high school:: green day - american idiot
Hardest decision of your life:: yellowcard - only one
Showdown with your rival:: the used - listening
Breaking up:: goo goo dolls - black balloon
Thinking you can't move on:: the who - pictures of lily
Moving on:: death by stereo - home of the brave
Secret love:: plain white t's - song 2
Concert:: bush - reasons
Walking home alone scene:: fall out boy - reinventing the wheel to run myself over
New relationship:: avril lavigne - complicated
Prom:: bleeding through - love in slow motion
Life is good:: blood brothers - love rhymes with hideous car wreck
Graduating high school:: bad religion - submission complete
Road trip:: june - i'd lose myself
Downtown Market scene:: jimmy eat world - big casino
Mental breakdown:: yellowcard - twentythree
Driving:: every time i die - rebel without applause
Needless Humourous 30 seconds:: copeland - black hole sun
Going to college:: snow patrol - open your eyes
Graduating college:: taking back sunday - the ballad of sal villanueva
Another rival showdown:: taking back sunday - a decade under the influence
Engagement:: jewel - you were meant for me
Committing a crime:: the beatles - love me do
Regretting:: it dies today - our disintegration
Learning a lesson:: story of the year - sidewalks
Wedding:: chiodos - life is perception of your own reality
Reception:: poison - every rose has its thorn
First Time:: cute is what we aim for - i put the metro in metronome
Happy Dance:: all time low - coffee shop soundtrack
The kids:: set your goals - latch key
On the job:: thrice - the next day
High school reunion:: the beatles - i feel fine
Death of a parent:: silverstein - fist wrapped in blood
Deep thought:: all time low - six feet under the stars
Final battle:: taking back sunday - set phasers to stun
Retiring:: as i lay dying - within destruction
Growing Old:: yellowcard - afraid
Flashback:: story of the year - five against the world
Long night alone:: kelly clarkson - never again
Your death:: the who - see me feel me
Funeral Song:: leann rimes - but i do love you
Life without you:: chiodos - the words best friend become redefined
Your time in heaven:: creed - my sacrifice
Your time in hell:: something corporate - i wont make you
Credits:: alkaline trio - we've had enough
Second credits:: dashboard confessional - so long, so long
I hate winter.
The Secondhand Serenade show was awesome last night.
Here's some sweet pictures.
He's incredibly delicious.
I love that show.
My mom is getting a tattoo tomorrow, I can't wait to watch that.
Secondhand is next Thursday, I am excited!
And there's not much else to say right now...
Hahahhah that makes me laugh.
But it's also cute.
He's cute.
:)
Last night was good.
I think I finally have hope that things are going to get better.
As I Lay Dying, August Burns Red, and Evergreen Terrace was an awesome show.
My back started killing me near the end though.
It's always so fucked up, I hate it.
I have a tattoo appointment on the 14th.
I have to get my wrist touched up and I want something added to it but I am not sure what.
I think I am just going to that show on Groundhog Eve then going home.
I feel too old to stay up all night in the freezing cold.
Sleep in a warm bed sounds much more appealing.
I have to get my All Time Low tickets soon.
We are going to see the Loved Ones on the 21st.
Corey's band is playing with them.
I think I am going to take a nap soon.
Then I have to shower and meet Claira at 4:30 to eat and shop.
I get to go to Pittsburgh tomorrow finally.
It's been two weeks since I have been there.
I love that city.
Pretty soon I am going to get the No Regrets on my wrist touched up.
Valentine's Day is going to suck.
It always does, I hate hate hate hate that holiday.
It's designed to make people that are alone so badly that they want to commit suicide or break down all their standards and date anyone who comes along.
I will do neither, however.
Never will I forget about all my standards.
I would rather commit suicide.
I don't know, I just want to know what it feels like to be happy again.
But with happiness comes fear...
Sometimes I feel like my head is going to explode.
Maybe it's lack of sleep but I sure as hell have lack of sanity.
I get so annoyed at the littlest things like people rubbing their feet together or them talking too much.
I am so hostile inside and I really can't figure it out.
Being in Pittsburgh makes me want to move there so bad.
I know it's somewhat close to Punxsy but living there would be so fun.
There's always shows and so much to do.
And not to mention, DUDES.
I can't find any around here, they all suck and cheat. (or have psycho girlfriends they won't leave)
I have given up.
I like school though.
I don't have to take all those bullshit classes like Biology and History.
All my classes are either art related or Math/English.
I am getting my hair dyed on Thursday.
I am going dark red.
I might get my hair cut too, I am not sure.
I like it so far.
It gives me something worthwhile to do instead of playing video games 24/7.
But either way I am a nerd, haha.
The weather was so nice today and yesterday, I wish it would stay.
I hate winter anymore. I don't like driving in it and you can't comfortably be outside.
Hmmm I just want it to be Friday. I wonder who all is going...
I am pretty excited for Killswitch and Every Time I Die on Friday.
I really want another tattoo.
I want my half sleeve of Starry Night soon.
Aspirations..
-Start drawing frequently again
-Finish my painting
-Write more often
-Get out of Punxsy for a while (or forever)
-To commit to something (or someone)
ALSO: Probably going to go see Gallows in Cleveland on the 4th of February. They kick ass live.
I start art school February 14th. (Fuck Valentine's Day, I hate it.)
I am going for Graphic Design.
Fuck regular college...
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